A Tale of Two

Harlow! Its been awhile again. I've been busy with lots of things which I will blog about later. Right now, I wanna tell a story. Its called A Tale of Two. ^^ Enjoy.

WARNING : ITS NOT A MASTERPIECE, ITS A BORING STORY! IGNORE POST IF DON'T WANNA BE BORED TO DEATH! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

"Which hat do you think will suit me?" was his first words to her. He was an ordinary guy on a trip with his best friend to get the perfect headgear for his upcoming performance. It wasn't going to well for him that day. So, he decided to get a girl's opinion on that matter. She was his best friend's classmate, out with her "girlfriends" on a girl's day out. Of all places, they met by chance in front of a small shop selling weird costumes and stuff.

She is usually cold and cool to strangers but for some reason, she decided to help him out on that particular day. She looked high and low for the perfect headgear and finally found a big hat for him. The hat had black and red diamond shaped patterns all over it and it kinda looked like a magician's hat. Seeing that the theme of his performance was "A Magical Night", he took her suggestion and bought the hat. He thanked her and they parted ways.

"What's her name dude, it's Rachel, right? I think I've seen her before at our friend's birthday party in April, right?" he asked. "No you dumb fuck! That's not her name!" his best friend replied. His best friend told him her actual name and the topic never came up again for the remainder of the shopping trip. After dinner, he drove back home. As he was driving back, a glimpse of her appeared in his mind. "She would be a great friend" he thought to himself.

Now, he's not very academically inclined. He always had an easy going attitude and did not bother much about his studies. On the next day, he was late for class again. Usually he would just slip into class through the back door but as fate would have it that day, the back door was locked for some particular reason. He had no choice but to walk in from the front door. Just as he opened the door, there she was, sitting in the first row. It was no surprise that he would not know that she was in his class as he would always come in late through the back door, sleep through the whole class and walk out when everyone had left.

Over the next few classes he started to notice her a lot more. He noticed that she's actually kinda cute and would sometimes find himself staring at her from behind the class when he is not sleeping. She, on the other hand, appears to have completely forgotten about him. She would ignore him when they bump into each other and would not even return a smile to him. That's how she always has been, she has always been cold to people she considers as strangers. Guess he's just another stranger to her.

It was result day and as usual, the lecturer would put all the exam booklets in the front table for the students to collect it after class. After most of the class had left, he dragged his half awake ass over to the front and collected his exam booklet. Needless to say, he got a zero. What's really funny was, her exam booklet was right below his. He saw that she had excellent grades. "Wow, I guess they put the lowest and the highest together as a sick joke" he thought to himself.

As final exam drew nearer, he got less care free. For some reason, he got sick of failing and wanted to pass his exams. He needed help. One day, after class, he went up to her and borrowed her notes. She reluctantly loaned him her notes and asked him to return it to her by the end of the day. He agreed and asked for her phone number so that he could contact her if he had any questions. Once again, reluctantly, she gave her phone number to him. He thanked her and got on his way.

During that month, he would send her messages to ask about certain things he did not understood and followed up with some casual chats. She would only reply him after a few hours but it got better as time goes by. They would also go for group studies with their other classmates or some outings organized by mutual friends. He was no longer a stranger to her. He had became an acquaintance.

As final exams drew even closer, he could not handle the stress and gave up. She was annoyed by his attitude and scolded him. That scolding woke him up and he tried his best. Little did he know, he had fallen for her. Exams came, he went in, did his best and prayed for the best. Holidays are finally here. It was his time to try to get closer to her. He messed up... and she ended up avoiding him.

All his friends told him to give up. Even thought she avoided him, he tried his best. Sending short messages to her once every few days. Her message was short and it took ages for her to reply. She was no longer in the same class as him, which made it very hard for him to see her. Her cold reactions towards him cuts through his heart like a rusty knife. Countless times, he felt like giving up but whenever he find himself giving up, he reminded himself. "When you feel like giving up, remember why you're holding on" Finally his perseverance paid off. She was back on speaking terms with him and agreed to go out with him.

He was late again. He rushed to the meeting point. He was sweating profusely. On the roof top of his college, there she was waiting for him. He went up to her and as the sun sets, he asked her the one single question he had always wanted to...

That's the story! I hope you guys are still alive after that. Anyway thats it from me this time.

PS : Happy monthsary Bee! You're just as special to me today and it will never change! ^^

Bye Bye Chat Box

Say bye bye to the chat box in my blog. I've removed it for good. No one uses it anyway. Haha. Short update. I'm currently taking more papers this semester. Its proving to be quite a challenge to keep up and as a result, i'll be blogging a lot lesser now. I'll try to update whenever i am free thou. Everything else in my life is perfect at the moment. Thats all.

Quick Update

Hello again, its been awhile since i last blogged, sorry for the lack of commitment... anyway, just a few quick updates. My results are finally out a few days ago. I failed law again (no surprise there) but passed my audit and finance. 2 out of 3... i guess its okay for a last minute buck up. Hopefully i wont be doing any last minute stuff this semester and i can clear all 4 papers i am taking.

I got a new dog again. Yes, i have 4 dogs and a cat now. Its another stray that we found in our garden. Named her Lizzy. She kinda looks like a Terrier. Cute! Might upload a few of her pics here when i'm free. Wait for it ya!

A lot of stuff have been going my way lately but i'm not gonna go into detail about it here. Don't wanna jinx it now do we? I'm still keeping my fingers crossed that it will somehow work out the way i want it to be. Let's just say my life got a little BRIGHTER.

And that would be all for now. Gotta go study in coll.

Emo Post

"When you focus on problems, you will have more problems; when you focus on possibilities, you will have more opportunities."

Somehow, I know that its true... but i just cant ignore the problem in front of me...

Another Year Has Gone

Hi again, its been awhile. Well, as usual I got so caught up with my extremely short holidays and accidentally neglected my blog... again. (>.<)...Anyway, its the new years and i should definitely write something here to mark another year of blogging has been completed. (More or less)

Just like that, another year has passed. When i actually sit down and think about it, time really stops for nobody. As i write this post, i'm reminded of a lot of things that happened in 2010. Some good, some bad, the usual. I will not go into detail about it as it will take a really long time.

All i can say is, while Studying in Sunway, i continued to learn many things, about myself, about the people around me and about life itself. Numerous challenges have been thrown my way and as a result, I've learnt to depend on others as the challenges sometime may be too big for me to handle alone. My family, my friends and my God, I thank you all for being there for me and doing that thing you all did one way or another that helped me to move on in my life. No matter how small you might think of the act you did, it meant the world to me. So, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

Well, its time to say good bye to 2010 and hello to 2011. I hope that in this year, i can continue to grow and accomplish much much more. My new year's resolution? Only one, live everyday with no regrets. Thats all, plain and simple. Well, i guess that's it for now. Before i end, i wanna wish everyone reading this post a HAPPY AND BLESSED NEW YEAR! Take care and stay cool.

Before and After Exam

Before Exams:

1. Sleep early to "so call" wake up earlier to study...
2. Dont wanna wake up... study fail...
3. Study after the initial down time...
4. Stay at home or in the library...
5. Not doing anything fun at all...

After Exams:

1. Sleep super late
2. Wake up super early to play
3. No study at all
4. Always out with friends
5. Basically having a very fun time

Conclusion:

1. I'm gonna be super BROKE
2. I'm gonna be TIRED AS HELL
3. HOLIDAYS ARE MORE STRESSFUL!!!

Thou, I'll be having lots of fun i guess... Worth it! I guess this is what you call "Give and Take"... xD

WHEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Exams are officially over!!! Now is time for something even more stressful... swt

Taking A Leap Of Faith?

Its fairly easy for us to dream, to plan our lives and to imagine how we want our lives to be. We make lists of things we wanna do, we wake up every morning reminding ourselves what we want to accomplish on that day, we visualize and we affirm. However, when the time comes to actually put our plans into motion, how many of us will suddenly feel scared, or hesitant? Cold feet? Scared of the unknown results of the plan? Suddenly everything we have done so far seems foolish and a complete waste of time. Doubt slowly creeps into our mind. What if we fail? What if i become the laughingstock? What if i lose something dear to me?

This is the time for us to stop, and evaluate our life. Make a list of pros and cons of chasing after that dream. We may decide to stop taking the risk and its perfectly fine. We have every right to stay where we are if we have valid reasons. We are not cowards for choosing to stay where we are, we have just made a decision, based on our knowledge and intuition of what we need at this point in time. But if our fears are seemingly groundless, or if the cons of staying in our present circumstances are too unpleasant, we may decide to finally take the leap.

Sometimes, circumstances push us to a decision. What i think is most important when taking a leap of faith is to remember, when we are airborne, we must remember to have faith, as the name Leap Of Faith suggests. Faith in God, faith in ourselves, faith that we have what it takes to succeed, and faith that the Universe wants us to succeed. Then comes hard work, giving our all to achieve our dreams. Giving nothing less than a hundred percent. If we do this, no matter the result, we never fail. Even if things don't turn out exactly as we hoped, we will still have attained a measure of success and that alone my friend makes the entire JOURNEY worthwhile.

I have a dream and i have chosen to take a LEAP OF FAITH. Will you do the same for your dreams? Remember, any of us can take a leap of certainty. It takes much more courage to take a leap of faith.

I Heart All The Below!

Slave To Money

What is your relationship to money? Is money your comfort, your god, your friend, your master, servant, lover?

I have morning classes every Tuesday and Thursday. In order to avoid the dreaded morning jams, i will wake up at 6am and be on my way to coll at 6.30am. I'll arrive at 7.00am and stone in the cafeteria till class starts.

Every single time i stone in cafeteria, I will see the same old faces. However, one particular face will always catch my attention. Its a kinda haggard women around the age of 40 to 50. Let me just state that I AM NOT INTO OLDER WOMEN/COUGARS/WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO CALL IT AND I AM NOT A STALKER. She just happen to be there every time.

Anyway, back to topic. Why is my attention on her? Reason being, she will always bring her own coffee powder, a canister of boiling water, a cup and cookies/breads. Every morning she will make her own cup of boiling hot coffee and eat her breakfast at the same old corner of the cafeteria.

Well, initially i feel its kinda cool cause me and Zhi always crap about how broke we are and we should bring our own cup noodle everyday and make it in foyer to eat accompanied by sadistic violin songs. However, as i look at her, i noticed something else. She does not smile at all. Every time i see her, she wears that same old sad and dull face.

She might be sleepy but for the sake of the post, we shall assume that she is not happy with her job cause that was the first thing that ran through my mind when i saw her sad and dull face. The next thing that came up was "Did she take up the job just for money?"

When i ask a lot of my friends why are they taking that particular course, most of them will give me the same old answers. "Its cheap" or "When I graduate, I can get a high paying job". Money, everything ultimately boils down to money. I have to agree, money is important but is it worth it? Is it so important that we give up our happiness for it?

I can't answer that question myself as I myself has taken the same road. This made me think, did i choose the right path? What if i end up like that women in the cafeteria, wearing the same old sad, dull weary face. Will I be one of them? Will I somehow find a way to like what I am doing now? That's the question to me and to all of you as well. Have you ever done something solely for money and is it worth it?

As for me, i guess only time will tell.

A little update, exam is around the corner, not looking too good for me. Wish me luck. Mostly wont be blogging till after exam.

Stupid Dream!

I need a break!!! Someone point a gun at me and just pull the trigger please!!!
I dont want to study!!! I dont wanna I dont wanna I dont wanna!!!
I need a way to release stress effectively and without anyone dying (zzz)

Can you believe i actually dreamt of not being able to finish my revisions on time? Thats just sick and lame... To top it of, when i woke up... i was lying on the cold hard floor... face first... with the worst headaches i ever had... I seriously need to chill a bit but how the F@#K do i chill when the exam's next week...

I am light years away from completing my F9 revision and i barely touched my F8... and that small little B@#%H in college is giving us hell by implementing all kinds of I@#$%^C pt specials... If we dont study, we just dont ok? Get that through your retarded piece of S@#T that you call a brain.

Ok, maybe that was uncalled for... but i need someway to release stress... the only way i can think of is blasting that growth deficit I@#$T... I know it's all my fault that I am in this F@#$%D up situation... I should have studied sooner... but I'm just a normal guy... and normal guys dont study day and night... (zzz)

Seriously someone just shoot me and end my miserable life... FML

Ps : something fun for you guys... guess what swear words i used... (xD)

What!? Again!? Sure ar!?

Yes people, I'm starting up my blog again. However this time, i wont be announcing it to anyone. I'll just let them discover it by themselves. The reason is.... well lets face it... i have super weak self discipline and every time i start blogging again, I'll eventually give up after 2 to 3 months and people will be like "expected la". So this time no announcement. (LOL)

So why am i blogging again? Well, lets just say I'm trying to improve myself and being diligent in blogging may contribute a little to my weak and almost non existent self discipline. It might be just a small thing, but to me, if we cant even do the small things right, how are we suppose to get the big stuff done? Right?

A little update about what i have been doing for the past 8 months. Basically...

1. Going to a new gym to try and reduce weight, results are slow but consistent
2. Studying... well just started not too long ago actually (xD)
3. Improving my guitar skills
4. Making new friends
5. NOT BLOGGING... pretty obvious... (xD)

Well, basically that's it. Mostly focused on myself and trying my best to be a better human being. Well, if you guys noticed, i have removed a fair bit of the blogs that i put at the side. Reason being that, ACCA friends all have too little time to blog and a number of them actually deleted their blog and some blogs have been privatized so no point putting it there. Its not cause i don't like you anymore ok?

Songs in this blog will be a bit on the slow and emo side cause I'm going through that whole "FML" phase again. (Why does this keep happening to me? zzz) Well that's it for now i guess, just a totally random post to get things started. Hope you guys don't mind, I just wrote whatever that comes into mind. No structure what so ever... so yea... that's it for now.

Guitar Lessons

Attention all!!!

Anyone that wishes to learn guitar, plz contact me. I'll refer you to an awesome guitarist. He's the real deal with lots of performance experience. Dont be shy. Come come. Contact me via my msn, hp or drop a comment here. I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Selangor region only.

Once again, i'm not the teacher. I'm just helping a friend out. Chills.

More updates to come later on. Stay tuned. Love ya all and chaoz.

The Begin Of The Ending

Class started yesterday and man was it boring. Having 6 hours of tax on your first day of class after a relatively "long" holiday is not fun at all!!! Not to mention tax is my most hated subject. Why? I dont know why... I just hate it...

So with this... i can officially say that the holidays are over for me... no more playing around i guess... its ACCA after all...

I just hope i pass my last sitting and dont have to repaet again... ZZZ

Well anyway, wish me luck.

Short Update

Well... just a short update... Been playing Dragonica night and day... no life-ing... zzz nothing better to do... haiz... i have a sad life... and i TOTALLY love it!!!

Its That Time Again

Ok, just a short note before i begin. I did not go to for the christmas countdown due to heavy traffic jams. So no post on it. Thanks and sorry.

Now, back to topic, ITS THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN!!! Dont ya just love this time? This is the time where you sit down with a piece of paper on your table and a pen/pencil in your hand. This is the time where you crack your brain thinking "What do i wanna do or change in the coming year" Yup, its new year's resolution time people!!!

Ok, before i write down my year 2010's resolution, lets take a look at my 2009's resolution and see what did i manage:

1. Lose weight
I would say i did lose some, cut me some slack and put a PASS here

2. Less emo
Number of emo posts went down this year... or maybe its cause i was less active... but definately less emo i would say... PASS

3. Become a better guitarist
Hmm... hard to say... maybe?

4. Pass exams
Errr.... no comment...

5. Blog more
Definately GG... FAIL

6. Move out of the shit hole i called home in sunway
PASS!!!

7. Make more friends
Hmm... PASS?

8. Buy new pc
FAIL big time

9. Buy guitar
HALF PASS

10. Secret resolution
FAIL MAX!!!

Conclusion :
4 PASS
1 HALF PASS
2 MAYBE
3 FAIL

Hmm... quite ok i guess... (^^)

Ok now on with my 2010 resolutions!!!

1. Lose more weight!!!
2. Definately pass my exams this time!!!
3. Make lots and lots more friends!!!
4. Emo be gone!!!
5. Blog more
6. Buy bass guitar!!!
7. Buy new pc!!!
8. Repair e. guitar!!!
9. Rock hard on my guitar!!!
10. Blog more and more and more!!!
11. Secret resolution!!!

Hmm, almost same with last year... Sucky resolutions... Maybe you guys can help me up and leave some comments on what resolutions should I include in the list. Come on guys, look at the sucky resolutions above. I need help. So leave your ideas in the comment section or chat box k?

Alright thats it for now. Take care and byez!!!

Random

Be warned. This post is random and stupid. Do not read if you do not like random or stupid things. Dont say i didnt warn ya. (^^)

So i was driving on the NKVE when i saw this sweet ride(refer pics). I think its an unfinished bus or something like that. Can see the engine and everything. Well, i think its kinda cool. That guy driving it is wearing a helmet somemore. So cute... Well, see-ing that i have nothing to blog bout, I guess this will do for the moment. Gonna go for a christmas countdown with the guys later and will blog about it. Stay tuned.

Jelly Day

Made a batch of jellies. Plz comment on it. Hehe

Early Christmas

Event : Christmas Celebration
Time : 4.00pm
Venue: City Lights Church, Damansara Damai

A picture is worth a thousand words. I'll let the pics do the talking.

Well, thats all for this time. How do you all celebrate your christmas? Leave a comment at the comment section or the chat box beside. See ya guys.

Ball Day

Woke up at 8.30am, went college, played basketball with the guys. Not too bad, at least still can shoot the ball. The main purpose was just to sweat a little bit. After playing basketball, we went to AC to have our lunch.


After lunch, went in the cyber cafe and started playing L4D 2. It was ok for a couple of levels but when we reach the second last level. We cant get through. Tried and tried and tried but still failed big time. In the end, got so fed up of it, we used SV_cheats... and you can guys what happened after that... Just bang balls only... (>.<)


After that, went over to Asian Club for some pool. Got "tapao-ed" nicely by Andrew. He's such a pro, need to ask him to train me up some other time. Anyway after that, ate dinner. After dinner, parents came and fetch me. When i got into the car, my parents told me tat they have to go to my mom's office in banting for awhile. Its 1 hour and 30 mins drive again. Hell-ish to the max. Ended up, 12 something only came back. From 8am till 12am... Balls....

Yea i know... the post is crappy... too tired... brain dead... sorry anyway two pics of Andrew Vs Ric in pool. Enjoy.

Well, before i end, I would like to ask. What other games do you all play and why do you all play it? Thats all and have a great weekend guys. Muacks, bye