My Happy Ending

WeLl, ItS tHaT tImE oF tHe YeAr AgAiN... cHrIsTmAs... A SeAsOn Of JoY aNd PrEsEnT gIvInGs. ThIs YeAr, My ChRiStMaS iS a LiTtLe BiT mOrE sPeCiAl ThAn ThE oThEr PrEvIoUs YeArS. "hOw CoMe," YoU aSkEd... WeLl... LeT mE tElL yOu AlL...

ChRiStMaS... wHaT iS cHrIsTmAs To Me, bEsIdEs ThE bIrTh oF cHrIsT tHe SaViOuR...

To Be FrAnK, i DoNt HaVe A dEfInAtE aNsWeR tO tHiS qUeStIoN... tHe AnSwEr Is AlWaYs ChaNgInG iN mY hEaD... iT vArIeS fRoM oNe To AnOtHeR... wHeN i Am JuSt A cHiLd... ChRiStmAs WoUlD aLwAYs MeAn OnlY oNe ThInG...

PRESENTS!!!

yEs... PrEsEnTs!!! LoTs AnD lOtS oF pReSeNtS!!! aS a ChIlD i WoUlD bElIeVe ThAt SaNtA ClAuSe Is ReAl AnD i WoUlD sTaY uP aS lAtE aS i CaN jUsT tO wAiT fOr DeAr OlD mR. sAnTa ClAuSe... I wOuLd EvEn Go To ThE eXtEnD oF pRePaRiNg CoOkIeS aNd MiLk... ThAt Is UnTiL oNe DaY... wHeN i SaW mY fAtHeR fInIsHiNg Up ThE cOoKiEs AnD mIlK aNd PuTtInG pReSeNts UnDeR tHe TrEe... CaN yOu ImAgInE hOw HuRtInG iT iS!!! (XD)

wElL... aFtEr ThAt InCiDeNt... I sToPpEd BeLiEvInG iN dEaR oLd Mr. SaNtA... aNd ThE mEaNiNg Of ChRiStMaS tO mE aLsO cHaNgEd... ItS wAs No LoNgEr BoUt ThE PrEsEnTs... NoPe... No MoRe PrEsEnTs FoR mE... tHe MeAnInG oF cHrIsTmAs HaD cHaNgEd FrOm PrEsEnTs To NoNe OtHeR tHaN...

MONEY!!!

yUp... As I gReW oLdEr... ThE vAlUe Of MoNeY iS mOrE sIgNiFiCaNt To Me ThAn PrEsEnTs... No MoRe InNoCeNt LiTtLe AnGeL... i'Ve TuRnEd FrOm An InNoCeNt LiTtLe AnGeL tO a MoNeY mInDeD mOnStEr... ItS aLl AbOuT tHe MoNeY... mOnEy... MoNeY... mOnEy... WiTh MoNeY i CaN gEt WhAtEvEr MaTeRiAl GoOdS mY hEaRt DeSirEs...

MoM : dAnIeL... cAn YoU gO cLoSe ThE wInDoW? i'Ll GiVe YoU a PiEcE oF sWeEt...

Me : I dOnT wAnT sWeEt... I wAnT mOnEy...

YuP... tHaT's Me... MoNeY fAcEd... HaVe RiNgGiT sIgN aS mY IrIs In My EyEs... (>.<)

As I GrEw OlDeR aNd StUdIeS gOt ToUgHeR... cHrIsTmAs WouLd OnLy MeAn...

YEAR END TERM BREAK!!! MERDEKA!!! SCREW YOU STUDIES!!!

YuP... sInCe ChRiStMaS iS iN dEcEmBeR... iT wOuLd OnLy MeAn YeAr EnD hOlIdAyS!!! jUsT aNoThEr DaY tO rElAx AnD pLaY gAmEs... NoT fOrGeTtInG mUsHrOoM gRoWiNg AnD sPiDeR wEbS oN mY hEaD... iT mIgHt Be HaRd tO bElIeVe BuT i WaS a GoOd KiD aNd AlWaYs StAyEd At HoMe... ThUs GeTtInG bOrInG aS tHe TeRm "StAy At HoMe AnD lEt MuShRoOmS aNd SpIdEr WeB aCcUmUlAtE oN mY hEaD... RoTtInG At HoMe..."

wHeN i WaS oLd EnOuGh To AtTeNd My ChRuCh'S yOuTh GaThErInGs... ThE mEaNiNg Of ChRiStMaS oNcE aGaIn HaD cHaNgEd... It HaD cHaNgEd To...

CAROLLING!!! CHRISTMAS CAROLS!!! JOY TO THE WORLD!!!

sInGiNg CaRoLs... GoInG fRoM hOuSe To HoUsE... sPrEaDiNg ThE jOy AnD sPiRiT oF cHrIsTmAs... ThOsE wErE tHe DaYs... I uSeD tO bE pReTtY kEeN oN gOiNg FoR cArOlLiNg... I rEmEmBeR oNe YeAr, My FaMilY cElEbRaTeD cHrIsTmAs In Kl AnD i CoUlDnT jOiN mY cHrUcH cArOlLinG... tHaT wAs ThE lOnGeSt AnD cOlDeSt ChRiStMaS fOr Me... It AlMoSt SeEmEd LiKe ChRiStMaS hAvE nO mEaNiNg... If I aM uNaBlE tO gO fRoM hOuSe To HoUsE sInGiNg CaRoLs...

AfTeR a FeW cHrIsTmAs In Kl AnD i Am UnAbLe To JoIn CaRoLlInG... i SlOwLy LoSt InTeReSt In CaRoLllInG... bY tHaT tImE... cHrIsTmAs HoLdS nO mEaNiNg To Me... ItS jUsT aNoThEr DaY... AnOtHeR sEaSoN wHeRe StOrEs HaVe SuPeR bIg SaLeS tO sWiNdLe OuR mOnEy... NoThInG sPeCiAl AbOuT iT... nOtHiNg So SpEcIaL aBoUt ChRiStMaS... jUsT aNoThEr DaY...jUsT aNoThEr DaY wE cElEbRaTe ThE bIrTh oF cHrIsT... nO oThEr MeAnInG aNyMoRe... TaKe NoTe... It DoEsNt MeAn I dOnT tReAsUrE tHe BiRtH oF cHrIsT... i Do TrEaSuRe It... WhAt I aM bLoGgInG nOw Is ThE sIdE mEaNiNg Of ChRiStMaS... bEsIdEs ThE bIrTh Of ChRiSt... So DoNt Go SaYiNg I'm An UnGrAtEfUl LiTtLe BaStArD...

aNyWaY... iT cOnTiNuEd... No OtHeR mEaNiNg BuT tHe BiRtH oF cHrIsT... tHeN... cAmE tHiS yEaR... cHrIsTmAs HaS aNoThEr MeAnInG tO mE aGaIn... WaNnA kNoW wHaT?

FAMILY AND FRIENDS...

tHeRe'S tHiS oLd SaYiNg "YoU nEvEr KnOw WhAt YoU hAvE tIlL yOu HaVe LoSt It"

ItS sO tRuE... aFtEr GoInG oUt To CoLlEgE... i ReAlIsEd HoW mUcH i AcTuAlLy MiSs My FaMiLy AnD FrIeNdS bAcK hOmE... sUrE fAmIlY cAn Be A dRaG sOmEtImEs BuT tHeY aRe AlSo ThE cLoSeSt PeOpLe YoU hAvE iN tHiS wOrLd... NoT tO mEnTiOn FrIeNdS... fRiEnDs WhErE yOu SpEnD sO mUcH tImE tOgEtHeR uP uNtIl NoW... fRiEnDs YoU pRaCtIcAlLy GrEw Up WiTh... ThE tImEs ThAT yOu HaVe WiTh ThEm... CaNt Be VaLuEd... ItS jUsT tOo PrEcIoUs...

ThIs FeW dAys In TaIpInG iS rEaLlY dRasTiCaLlY dRy AnD bOrInG fOr Me As MoSt Of My FrIeNdS aRe NoT bAcK yEt WhEn At FiRsT... It MaDe Me YeArNeD sO mUcH fOr ThE cOmPaNy Of My ClOsE fRiEnDs... GoInG oUt WiTh ThEm WhEn ThEy fInAlLy CaMe BaCk... ReAlLy BrInGs BaCk lOtS oF gOoD aNd BaD mEmOrIeS... cAn YoU iMaGiNe? I aCtUaLlY lAuGhEd UnTiL mY jAwS hUrT!!! gOoD tImEs... GoOd TiMeS... aNd My FaMiLy... AlL i CaN sAy iS "wOw"... AmAzInG...

sO hErE i Am BlOgGiNg WiTh ThIs MeAnInG oF cHrIsTmAs As InSpIrAtIoN... a NeW mEaNiNg Of ChRiStMaS tO mE... fAmIlY aNd FrIeNds... TrUlLy WoNdErFuL ChRiStMaS... i WaNt To TaKe ThIs OpPoRtUnItY tO eXpReSs My SiNcErE tHaNkS tO mY fAmIlY... fOr ThIeR CaRe AnD lOvE fOr Me... To My FrIeNdS... fOr ThIeR tImE aNd FrIeNdShIp... ThAnK YoU... tHaNk YoU sO vErY mUcH...

yOu AlL mAdE mE wHo I aM tOdAy AnD i ThAnK yOu FoR iT... tO tHoSe Of YoU wHo ArE rEaDiNg ThIs PoSt... PlEaSe... PlEaSe... ApPrEcIaTe ThE PeOpLe ArOuNd YoU... dOnT wAiT tIlL yOu LoSe ThEm OnLy YoU rEaLiSeD hOw MuCh ThEy AcTuALlY mEaN tO yOu...

My FaMiLy... I LoVe YoU...

My HoMeToWn FrIeNdS... I LoVe YoU aNd YoU gUyS rOcK mY sOcKs OfF!!!

My NeW fOuNd CoLlEgE bUdS... dOnT tHiNk I fOrGoT bOuT yOu AlL... i LoVe YoU gUyS tOo AnD yOu AlL cOlOuR mY cOlLeGe LiFe!!! ChEeRs BaBy!!!

WeLl...ThAtS aLl FoR nOw... SiGnInG oUt... ItS lAtE... nEeD tO tUrN iNtO a PiGgY...

Ps : StIlL hAvEnT gIvE uP hOpE oF gEtTiNg A fRiEnD tO sPiCe Up ThE bLoG aNd StUfF... (XD)

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It'S aNoThEr BoRiNg DaY iN tAiPiNg WiTh NoThInG To Do... So I tHoUgHt To MySeLf...

"HeY wHy NoT lOoK aT sOmE oF mY FrIeNd'S bLoG? gEt An UpDaTe On ThEm aNd MaYbE, jUsT mAyBe I cAn StEaL sOmE iDeAs On HoW tO eNtErTaIn MySeLf"

AfTeR hOuRs oF rEaDiNg... I rEaLiSeD a FeW tHinGs...

1) I tOtAlLy LaCk BlOgGiNg PaSsIoN... pEoPlE cAn BlOg A wHoLe GoD dAm LoNg PoSt Or EvEn PoSt 2 To 3 PoStS a DaY... wHiLe On ThE oThEr HaNd... I cAn OnLy MaNaGe A pOsT oR tWo At MoSt PeRmOnTh!!!

2) My LiFe ToTaLlY bLoWs!!! NoThInG iNtErStInG eVeR hApPeNeD... mAn... HoW i WiSh My LiFe WaS aS cOlOuRfUl As SoMe Of My FrIeNdS... i DeFiNaTeLy NeEd SoMeOnE tO cOlOuR uP mY lIfE... iTs JuSt ToO dUlL rIgHt NoW... bLaCk AnD wHiTe...

3) I'm A lOsEr... SeE-InG hOw mY fRiEnDs ReAcT tO tHiEr LiFeS pRoBlEmS mAkE mE FeEl LiKe I'm A pIlE oF sHiT cOmPaReD tO tHeM... cHeErS tO tHeM... kEeP rAwKiNg YoU gUyS...

4) I nEeD tO cHaNgE mY lIfE sTyLe... BeInG eMo AlL tHe TiMe Is JuSt MaKiNg LiFe DiFfIcUlT fOr MySeLf AnD tHe PeOpLe ArOuNd Me... FrOm NoW oN... nO mOrE mR. eMo KiD... (^^)

WeLl, ThIs Is AcTuAlLy JuSt AnOtHeR rUbBiSh PoSt BuT iT mAdE mE ReAlIsEd SoMeThInG... I nEeD a PaRtNeR iN cRiMe To KeEp ThIs BlOg AlIvE MaN!!! aNyOnE iNtErEsTeD iN sHaRiNg ThIs BlOg WiTh Me? LoL...

"Interesting-less"

Ok, BeFoRe YoU aLl StArT sAyInG "iNtErEsTiNg-LeSs" Is NoT a WoRd, LeT mE eXpLaIn WhY i ChOsE iT fOr My PoSt TiTlE. wElL iT aLl StArTeD iN a SmAlL lItTlE cOlLeGe... My CoLlEgE tO bE eXaCt... WhErE tHrEe LiTtLe ChIlDrEn WaS sTuDyInG iN tHe FoYeR oF tHe CoLlEgE (mE aNd My FrIeNdS).

"ThIs Is So BoRiNg," SaId J... tHe OtHeR tWo FrIeNdS nODdEd iN AgReEmEnT...
"wHaT iS tHe OpPoSiTe FoR tHe WoRd BoRiNg AnYwAy?" J aSkEd.
ThE tWo FrIeNdS tHoUgHt LoNg AnD hArD...
tHeN...
"wHaT iS tHe OpPoSiTe Of HoPe?" D aSkEd...
"HoPeLeSs," AnSwErEd R...
"sO dOeS tHaT mEaN, tHe OpPoSiTe MeAnInG oF bOrInG iS bOrInGlEsS?" aSkEd J...
nO mAtTeR hOw HaRd D aNd R tRiEd To ExPlAiN... tHe TeRm SeEmEd To HaVe sTuCk To J's BrAiN lIkE a LoVe GrAsS sTuCk On YoUr PaNtS...
aNd So sHe StArT aDdInG -lEsS bEhInD eVeRy WoRd ShE sAiD... aNd ThUs ThE tItLe... I cOpIeD hEr... ItS kInDa CuTe...

So... NaTUrAlLy... InTeReStInG-lESs wOuLd MeAn ThaT iT iS bOrInG... tHaT's WhAt I fEeL nOw... NoThInG tO dO iN mY hOmEtOwN... nO fRiEnDs To HaNg WiTh As ThEy ArE aLl NoT hErE... HaIz... BOrInG... sOmEoNe SaVe Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!